One has been close to my heart for a long time...misjudged because of the men she had been with...realizing now that I am who I said I was
The other...I've been attracted to her since I first moved in...getting closer as friends as time has passed
And then, there is GA... We've grown close, but her passive aggressiveness has turned me sour
Will I ever find true happiness? Everyday, I sink further and further into my hole
No longer seeing light at the tunnel's end...but realizing that I just don't care to look anymore
At the point of wanting to give up...no longer caring about anything anymore
No confidence...no hope...just empty inside...giving up on love...happiness...
Giving up on that part of my life...feeling like a complete failure
Why? Is this a test, or karma...either way...it sucks
Everybody deserves to be happy...even just a little bit...so I will sit...pretend to smile to the world...all the while dying a little more inside each day...
