A new beginning

I am sitting this evening, pondering the events of the day today...and i think that i have really made a new connection with someone...

we are friends, and talk all the time, and while everything is rather...complicated, i would love nothing more than to spend time with her.

she is beautiful, and not just that superficial beauty that some women have, but beauty that stretches to her very core. hmmm...i cannot seem to get her out of my mind, and i sat here at 2:00 in the morning, still thinking about her, pondering when we will see each other again, how she feels...

i honestly don't know where this will end up...i think i know where i would like it too, but time will tell...

for now, we will see what happens day by day,,,